It all started going down hill in 8th grade before that year I got straight A's but i fucked up but nobody new what was going on because why should they know there not close to me.
I agree with Michael’s second
sentence. My grades started going down since 9th grade; I was pretty
depressed in middle school. I felt like everything I do or say is wrong. Even till this day, I still feel the same way.
Life is pretty fucked up sometime, where I felt like there’s no point of
living. At times it can be so amazing that i just don’t want my day to end
yet. I used to hide everything inside. Even when I’m dying inside, I can still
manage to smile. I felt the same as Michael, why should they know? Even if I do
tell them, I bet they will never understand it. I think you have to actually go
through it to understand what it really feels like. I hate being so negative
and thinking so negative. I learned that being negative gets you nowhere. If you
want a better life, you have to work for it. Don’t just sit there and wait till
it to come. You have to earn for everything.
I guess I was
still young back then. Now I’m older, I felt like life is really not that bad,
well not as bad as I thought it was. Even thought I don’t want to be old, but I
can’t wait till get out of school. Don’t ever hope for it, believe it. If you
want it to happen, YOU have to make it happen. Nothing is impossible. Even the
world impossible said so, “I’M POSSIBLE” (:
Stay positive, it won’t rain forever.
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